I start my new job tomorrow, and I can't shake off this feeling of guilt. I canceled all my other applications and interviews, except for two that I still wanted to keep in play. The job I’m starting is within walking distance from my home, but I’ve heard it can be pretty stressful and chaotic. The job description seemed straightforward—basic admin tasks with multiple hires—but during the interview, they mentioned wanting someone to help set up the team, which feels like a lot of responsibility right off the bat. I’ve had a rough experience in the past where I was let go without warning halfway through my probation period. It was a tough moment for me, and I still remember how my manager packed my things while I was crying. So when I hear about people leaving for better opportunities, I often think of that experience instead of feeling guilty. But the guilt still lingers. Today, I had two interviews. One went okay, and it was for a fully remote position that pays £2k more than the job I’m about to start. I’m not too confident about that one. The other interview, however, went really well. It offers £8k more, requires only half days on-site, and seems to provide a very stable career path. They even mentioned that they’d like to move me forward to the next round because they appreciated my skills and answers. I was just being myself, so it was a pleasant surprise. In summary, I’m starting a job tomorrow, but I might have a better offer on the horizon. The guilt is real, but I know I need to focus on what’s best for my career.
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