I’m feeling completely lost and overwhelmed after being laid off 18 months ago from my role in clinical research, where I dedicated 16 years of my life to advancing new medical devices. I was consistently promoted and received positive reviews, but since the layoff, it’s been a struggle. I’m currently pursuing a master’s degree part-time to enhance my skills, but my funds are running low, and unemployment benefits are about to run out. I’ve submitted around 15,000 job applications, ranging from entry-level positions to director roles, but the job market has been brutal. I’ve kept up with international regulations as part of my studies, and I’ve been told I interview well, yet I’m still facing rejection. The delays in FDA processing times have made companies hesitant to hire, which adds to my frustration. I feel like the industry I love is stagnating, and it’s taking a toll on my mental health. I’m worried about how my spouse is handling this situation since they don’t openly discuss their feelings. I just want to provide a good life for my family, but with my bank account dwindling and no clear path forward, I’m left wondering what comes next. I’ve seen so many stories of others facing similar struggles, and it’s disheartening. Despite my efforts to tailor my resume and get professional help, I’m finding it hard to get hired, especially for opportunities outside the country due to visa sponsorship concerns. I’m reaching out for some hope and encouragement because I know I have valuable skills to offer. It’s just hard to see a way out right now.