I was put on a Performance Improvement Plan (PIP) today at my remote education job, and I'm feeling really anxious about how this could affect my job prospects and my future. I've been in this role for about 8 months, and it’s my first real job since graduating with a sociology degree. Initially, I thought I could make it work, but I’ve realized that a career in education isn’t what I want long-term. My ADHD and depression have made it difficult to meet job expectations, and I often feel drained. Financially, I’d be in a tough spot without this job, and I've already applied to 30 other positions, receiving rejections from half of them. My boyfriend just got a job offer in our dream city, and we’re planning to move soon, which adds to my stress about possibly losing my current job. During the meeting today, my managers officially placed me on a 30-day PIP. I’ve accepted that I might not survive this, and I’m really worried about not having another job lined up by the end of the PIP. I fear that losing this job will hinder my chances of finding something that aligns better with my career goals. I want to believe I can achieve something great, but I often feel weighed down by my failures and self-doubt. It’s tough to shake off the feeling that I’m not worthy of pursuing a better career.