I'm 19 and living in the UK, feeling really hopeless about my job search. I've never had a paid job and every attempt to work has left me feeling miserable. For the past five months, I've been on antidepressants, which I regret starting. I tried to talk to my doctors about how I'm feeling, but it seemed like they didn't care. I volunteered at a charity shop, but I felt unwelcome there, as if half the people didn't like me. I also worked with my dad for just two days, but our relationship isn't great, so that didn't go well either. I feel incredibly alone and like I've overstayed my welcome in life. It seems like everyone around me just dislikes me, and the only support I have left is from my mum and grandad. It feels like my life has ended before it even really began.