Applied for a budtender position to find stability in my job search

I've been feeling really lost lately with my job situation. I'm a 30-year-old woman who moved in with my aunt and uncle in March to save money since I had no savings and was dealing with some tough personal issues over the past decade. Since moving in, I've had five different jobs and somehow ended up $1,200 in credit card debt, even though my relatives are letting me stay rent-free. I started working at an assisted living facility for $17/hr last month and just took on a second job at a gas station for $14/hr. I've quit two jobs and was fired from one, which was a serving position that I apparently wasn't good at. My indecisiveness is really getting to me; one day I love my gas station job, and the next, I feel like walking out after a tough interaction with my trainer. She yelled at me for messing up a lottery transaction, and it made me feel really incompetent. I got a call about a budtender position for $16/hr today, and I'm seriously considering quitting the gas station for that. Plus, I'm also interested in starting an electrician apprenticeship. It's all so overwhelming, and I know my aunt and uncle are getting frustrated with my constant job changes. I just want to find stability and save money—I've done it before, but I feel like I'm wasting my chances now. I'm reaching out for some advice or empathy because I feel pretty powerless and horrible about myself right now. Has anyone else gone through something similar and managed to turn it around?

Job title: budtender

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