I just got laid off today from my role as a Network Engineer. I had a meeting set with the director, and I felt a sense of dread as I entered, knowing it could only mean bad news. When I saw HR there, I knew my time was up. They went through their script about financial restructuring, and I just nodded along, feeling numb. I’m completely shocked and devastated. I worked hard for over two years to land this position, and now it’s gone. The reality hit me hard—I have a mortgage and bills to pay. Crying won’t help, so I immediately started applying for any job I could find, from limo driver to security guard, anything to keep the income flowing. Tomorrow, I plan to visit companies in person and talk to recruiters directly. I need to secure something quickly to make sure I can cover my mortgage. It feels heavy on my heart, and I’m scared. I don’t want to break down, especially since I have mouths to feed. I’m even considering selling my beloved motorcycle, which I’ve upgraded myself and cherish, just to have some cash on hand. I never thought I’d be in this position, but I feel like I might have to let go of things I love to keep my family afloat. I did apply for EDD, but I’d rather find a job and earn more than rely on unemployment, which won’t cover my expenses for long.