I've been struggling with my employment for a while now, having been fired from 13 jobs since 2018. My first job was a part-time gig that lasted two years, but even that ended poorly. I can't seem to shake the feeling that I am the common denominator in this situation. I live with my mom and help out around the house, but I feel like a burden because I can't contribute financially. I've been in therapy for years, but I still find myself getting defensive and lashing out at work, which leads to being let go time and again. I recently applied for state assistance to help with my mental health challenges, but my case was denied, leaving me feeling even more hopeless. I know I need to change my approach, possibly find a new therapist, and explore different job types, like trades or construction, where emotions might be more accepted. It's tough, and I feel like I'm letting down my family and myself.