Today, I reflected on my struggle with feeling entitled to a job. At 21, I live comfortably with the support of my upper middle-class family, which makes me question why I care so much about finding work. I often feel like I'm forcing myself to seek employment just to have some pocket money, but it rarely works out. Jobs I apply for sometimes get canceled, or I find that someone more in need gets hired instead. This sense of not deserving a job weighs heavily on me, especially when I see others who are truly struggling. I wish I could be content doing nothing, but I feel this pressure to advance my life and contribute somehow. I’ve been considering volunteering or picking up new skills to feel productive without the stress of traditional employment. I know I need to shift my mindset and recognize that wanting to make my own money isn’t entitlement; it’s a natural desire for independence. I just hope I can find a way to navigate this job market and feel fulfilled.