I recently started a new job about three months ago, and I'm really struggling with anxiety related to it. Every time the schedule comes out, I feel a wave of dread wash over me, counting down the hours until I have to go in. The work environment is mixed; some managers are strict while others are more relaxed. However, I can't shake the feeling that some of them don't like me, especially one particular manager who seems to constantly have an issue with my performance. Just a few days ago, she pulled me aside and bluntly asked, "What's the point in even having you here?" That hit me hard and has made my anxiety even worse. I find myself crying in my car before shifts, and it's really affecting my mental health. I've had nightmares about work on my days off, and I feel lost and overwhelmed. I need this job for financial reasons, but I can't continue feeling this way for the next several decades. I wish my family understood what I'm going through, as I just want my feelings to be acknowledged.
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