I recently started a new job as a nanny, but I'm really struggling with anxiety about working. I'm 20 years old and have had about six different jobs in the past two years, with three of them being in childcare. I just started this third job last week, and on my third day, I was expected to work nine hours straight without a break. The kids wouldn't go down for a nap, and I felt overwhelmed. The dad can be a bit rude, which adds to my stress. I've been feeling anxious and nauseous about the idea of being relied on by parents and the pressure of balancing work with college. I get burnt out really quickly, and while I enjoy the kids and their parents, the stress has been tough. I called in sick today because I woke up feeling scared and couldn't face going in. I feel guilty about it, especially after receiving a passive-aggressive message from the dad. I have some savings and my boyfriend is supportive, but I'm seriously considering whether I can go back to this job. I wish I could focus on my passion for painting and commissions, but it doesn't feel safe for me to do that right now. I'm thinking about using my time off to apply for new jobs and possibly quiet quitting this one.