After 15 years at my company, I find myself in a tough situation. I started in IT and transitioned to Finance three years ago, where I worked hard to become the go-to person with great performance ratings. However, due to a reorganization, I was forced into a new team without any say in the matter. The new environment has been hostile, with my current boss publicly berating me during presentations and dismissing my concerns about the lack of support and onboarding. I've been marked as 'Not Meeting Expectations' just six months in, and every interaction feels like a trap designed to corner me. On a personal note, I've been dealing with the loss of my estranged mother to suicide, which has added to my anxiety and feelings of inadequacy. I’m currently interviewing for a different internal role within the same department, but I fear my current boss has already damaged my reputation. I'm torn between withdrawing my application to avoid potential embarrassment or pushing through despite the challenges. I appreciate any advice on navigating this internal interview process and dealing with my current manager's influence.