I'm feeling incredibly burnt out at my customer service job where I've been for the past three years. The role and the long commute are really taking a toll on me, and I've been struggling with health issues like fatigue and recurring sickness. My mental health is suffering the most; I sometimes deal with suicidal thoughts when I'm particularly exhausted. Although I get along with my coworkers, the workplace culture is toxic, and I feel guilty taking time off, even when I really need to rest. The workload is heavy, and when I'm not there, my coworker struggles to keep up, which adds to the stress. I'm so drained after work that I can hardly spend time with friends or family. Even when I do manage to go out on the weekends, I'm left feeling tired and behind for the entire week. I know it would be hard to find another job right now; I've already applied to a few places without success. The idea of leaving without a backup plan terrifies me, especially since I have a good salary that I'm grateful for. I want to take a break to focus on my health and spend quality time with loved ones, but I'm worried about being unemployed for an extended period and potentially landing in a worse situation. I'm in my early 20s and living with my parents, which gives me some security, but I don't want to jeopardize my future finances. I've been wanting to leave for a while now, and despite numerous doctor visits, my health hasn't improved. I'm reaching out to see if anyone else has left a job without a backup and how they managed during their job search. How long did it take to find something new?