I recently applied for over 110 jobs in broadcasting and a paratransit driving position. I had an interview for the paratransit job yesterday, which pays between $26-$29 an hour and is unionized in the New York City area. I’ve been working as an Amazon delivery driver for over five years, but the new Rivian vans have been tough on my ankles due to their design. During the interview, I was open about my previous experience with paratransit and my autism, emphasizing my perfect driving record. However, I feel like my chances of landing this job are only about 30%. I also have a Zoom interview for a TV meteorologist position on Monday. Despite having nearly 16 years of volunteer broadcasting experience, I’m worried about the competitiveness of the industry, estimating my chances of getting this job at only 5%. The statistics are alarming: the unemployment rate for college graduates with autism is over 40%, and when you factor in underemployment, it jumps to 85%. This is a stark contrast to the 2.5% unemployment rate for neurotypical college graduates. I’ve spent 13 years in college, including a two-year break due to the pandemic, striving to achieve more just to have a fair chance. It feels like I have to put in ten times the effort for a fraction of the results, and I’m exhausted by the systemic ableism in the job market. It’s disheartening to see that despite increased awareness, nothing seems to change for autistic individuals seeking employment.