I've been struggling to find a job for the past 8 months. I feel like my appearance, which reflects my health issues, is holding me back. It's frustrating because I had similar challenges in my 20s, but now with more experience, I thought it would be easier. I remember a manager once expressing concern about my stamina, and they ended up hiring someone with less experience than me. It feels like there's an unspoken bias against those who look sick, and it's disheartening. I'm trying to focus on building my skills and networking, but the job market is really tough right now.