I've been struggling to find a job for what feels like an eternity. My cousin recently turned down a $330k job offer from her CEO friend, despite having no experience or college degree. Meanwhile, I have a math-computer science degree with a 3.6 GPA, but I've applied to thousands of roles and received nothing but ghosting or rejections. I've tried reaching out to friends' bosses for interviews, but even those lead to silence or vague promises that never materialize. I've even applied for trade apprenticeships and entry-level firefighting positions, but again, no luck. It's been years since I graduated, and I'm no longer considered a fresh graduate. Many of my friends work in HR and tell me that my experience doesn't fit the positions they hire for. Employment agencies echo this sentiment, stating that my freelance work and lab experience don't count for much. I called about 30 agencies, and only one mentioned entry-level roles, but they never followed up after saying they would. I've even gone to local stores in person to hand in my resume, but most either ignore me or say they're not hiring. I've been on SSRIs, which disqualifies me from military careers, and I can't shake the feeling of being ghosted even for high-turnover jobs like general labor or fast food. Sometimes I think about moving out of the US, but I know that's not the solution. I feel like I'm losing my sense of self and worth as I struggle to find a job, especially when I see others landing roles effortlessly. I used to be confident and well-liked, but now I'm questioning everything about myself and my future.