I got laid off from my first real job on July 31, and it's been a tough experience. I always knew layoffs were a possibility, but actually going through it is a whole different story. Now, I'm actively searching for work-from-home jobs, applying to as many as I can and hoping for a positive response. I'm feeling really torn between two options: continue looking for remote work or consider moving to Manila to find a job there. The thought of going to Manila is daunting, especially since I'm an introvert with anxiety about interacting with new people. Just the idea of navigating the city, attending interviews, and meeting recruiters feels overwhelming. Plus, living in Manila is expensive, and I worry about the costs of travel and daily expenses without any guarantee of landing a job. Right now, I'm stuck applying online, refreshing job postings, and sending out applications, hoping someone will give me a chance. It's frustrating because I thought I would have more stability after graduating and starting my first job, but now I'm back to square one, questioning my next steps. Some days, it feels like everyone else is moving forward while I'm falling behind. I know I need to push through my introversion and anxiety to find a job, but it can be exhausting. I just needed to share my feelings and see if anyone else has been in a similar situation, especially looking for remote work in the Philippines after a layoff. I really want to get back on my feet.