I'm currently in the process of starting a new job and it's been a whirlwind of emotions. Even though the company seems to like me and wants to move forward, I can't shake off this overwhelming anxiety. On my first day, sitting in front of the computer, I felt completely lost, as if I had never done anything in my life despite having two degrees. Everything feels daunting, and I keep telling myself that I’m stupid and won’t be able to learn the tasks at hand. It’s disheartening to feel so helpless, almost like a lost child who doesn’t know what to do. I find myself on the verge of tears, feeling incapable and embarrassed. I know I should be able to handle this, but the pressure is intense. I just wish I could shake off this feeling and gain some confidence.
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