I've been on a tough journey in my job search, having applied to 1,400 positions over the past year and a half. It feels like I'm cursed at this point. I've revamped my resume more than 50 times and utilized platforms like Indeed, LinkedIn, Hiring Cafe, and even Craigslist, but nothing seems to stick. Most of my applications are for office and admin roles, both remote and in-person, and I know I'm qualified for them—at least 70% of the time. I lack a degree, but my experience should count for something. I've tried different approaches for my cover letters and application answers, switching tones from warm to professional, and keeping things concise. I even run my resume through an AI checker to ensure it meets standards, and friends who are in hiring roles have given me positive feedback on my resume and interview skills. Yet, I rarely get interviews. When I do, it feels like I'm stuck in a cycle of similar personalities, hoping one will finally click. To protect my privacy, I've set up a separate email and phone number, and I even use a different name when applying so employers can't find my social media. I wish I were joking about feeling cursed, but this experience has left me feeling broken and depressed. I'm running out of ideas and feeling like I'm just treading water.