According-Error4312's journey

I’ve been on a frustrating job search for the past few months with no success. I’ve tried reaching out in various ways—messaging, emailing, calling, and even going in person to follow up with my resume. While I’ve managed to get some interviews, I keep getting turned down afterward. I had a job from 2023 until January this year, but I got fired, and I can’t help but wonder if that’s affecting my chances. I’m concerned that potential employers might be contacting my previous boss, who didn’t think highly of me, which could be a red flag for them. I’m autistic and I try to mask it during interviews, but I’m starting to worry that they can sense something is off or that I come across as weird, which might be a reason for not getting hired. Additionally, I have a boy’s name, and I wonder if they expect a guy to show up and are surprised when I, a girl, walk in. There’s also the possibility that they might have biases against trans individuals, which adds to my anxiety about the whole process. I’m currently a college student with limited work experience, and I know that there are many jobs I wouldn’t be able to handle due to my autism. Still, I’ve applied to various positions, including those that I believe I could manage. I’m running out of money and feeling lost. I keep replaying my interviews in my mind, trying to pinpoint what I might be doing wrong. I dress well, attempt to speak professionally, and express genuine interest in the roles. I’m not sure what I’m hoping to gain by sharing this—maybe some advice or just a space to vent. I’m losing motivation and starting to feel like giving up.