Crust_Meister's journey

I've been feeling really stuck in my life lately, especially when it comes to my job situation. I'm almost 30 and still living with my parents, which I'm grateful for, but it also makes me feel like my life is completely tied to them. Ever since COVID hit, I've been trying to find any job that pays even a little bit, but it's been a struggle. In my entire decade of working, the highest I've ever made was $13 an hour, and that was only for part-time work. I've applied to countless positions, but no one seems to want to hire me, not even for free. It's been years of searching, and honestly, I've almost given up hope. I feel like when my parents are no longer around, I won't have anything left to hold onto. I have no savings, no assets, and I can't even imagine how I'd survive without them. It's disheartening to think that I might end up with nothing when they pass away. I've lost the motivation to care about my future, and it's disappointing to feel like I'm not living up to their expectations. I know I should have more faith in myself, but right now, it just feels overwhelming.