Delicious_Crazy513's journey

Today, I had a meeting with the CEO, CTO, and my manager that turned out to be a termination discussion. I've been with the company for three years, but my manager has been a source of stress for the last year. During the meeting, the CEO explained that they wanted to terminate my position to save costs, despite the company being stable. He mentioned that shareholders were pushing for cost reductions, but I couldn't help but feel like I was being used as a scapegoat. The CTO seemed uncomfortable, which gave me some hope that he didn't fully agree with the decision. I asked why it was only me being let go, and the CEO claimed it was to avoid spreading panic, stating that 20% of the workforce would be affected. I found it hard to believe that I was the only one targeted, especially since they said my termination wasn't related to performance. I felt a mix of relief and frustration. On one hand, I won't have to deal with my bullying manager anymore, but on the other hand, I dedicated so much time and effort to appease him and contribute to the company. I’m now left wondering if I was laid off or fired, especially considering the worker protection laws in Germany. I told them I would think about how to proceed, but I’m leaning towards rejecting their offer.

After being laid off, I find myself at a crossroads regarding my next steps. I have the option to pursue a master's degree in Autonomous Vehicle Engineering in Germany, which is quite specialized, or continue my education in applied computer science, where I can take courses in robotics. Both programs include AI, which is a field I’m interested in. However, I'm worried about the job market in the automotive sector in Germany, as it seems to be struggling right now. With 8 years of experience as a Software Engineer, I’m contemplating a shift away from traditional software roles due to the rise of AI, but I’m also hesitant about starting over in a completely new field like automated driving.

I’ve learned a tough lesson about loyalty in the workplace. After dedicating three years to my role as a senior developer at my company, I found out that my manager decided to hire three new employees to replace me and another senior dev. It feels disheartening to realize that we’re seen as not 'sexy' enough anymore. One of the new hires is particularly toxic, being rude and micromanaging our work, yet the manager seems to support this behavior, placing the blame on us instead. Now, it seems like they want us to resign. I've spent countless sleepless nights working hard for this company, and this is the reward I get. I’m considering my options, especially after seeing advice about not resigning and pushing for a layoff instead to secure severance and unemployment.