FlabbersBGasted's journey

I was let go from my new job as a discharge planner at a small behavioral health hospital just three and a half days after starting. It was a devastating blow, especially after struggling with my mental health and finally finding a role that paid better than my previous counseling job. I had been out of work for a long time due to my declining mental health, and I had just gotten back on my ADHD medication the same day I started. The first few days were tough; I was jittery and anxious, and I felt out of it. On my last day, I was on a call with my insurance, trying to sort out my medication, which was urgent given my history of migraines. I ended up in a private office talking to staff, and I expressed my frustration about the ongoing issues with my medication. I thought it was a private conversation, but later that day, I was called into a meeting with HR and fired for not being a good fit. They mentioned that the whole office heard my comment, which I know wasn’t true since there were no patients around. I was devastated; it felt so extreme to be terminated over one comment without any discussion or warning. I filed for unemployment but was denied due to breaking company policy. Now, months later, I’m still struggling to find a job and feeling like I’m just rotting away. I’m worried that I’ll ruin my next opportunity too. I just want to contribute financially to my household, but it feels like there’s no end in sight. I’m trying to forgive myself for what happened, but it’s hard to shake off the disappointment and fear.