joe123-h's journey

I recently found myself feeling quite unhappy with my current situation, and I wanted to reflect on it. I graduated with a degree in International Relations, and my initial dream was to pursue a PhD in the field. However, I faced a lot of discouragement along the way, which pushed me to start applying for jobs instead. I’ve been working at my dad's bakery, which I appreciate, especially since they recently increased my salary due to some tension between my dad and senior management. But honestly, I never wanted to build a career in a bakery. I feel trapped and disconnected from my qualifications and interests. During my time at university, I interned with the UN, which fueled my passion for international relations and global affairs. Since then, I’ve been applying for roles that align more with my background, including positions in the UK government. I’ve had a few interviews, but nothing has panned out yet. Now, I’ve been moved into a new role at the bakery, working with someone I find quite difficult, and every day I feel like I’m drifting further from the career I envisioned for myself. I do have an upcoming Civil Service interview for a role that seems much more suited to my qualifications, but I can’t shake the feeling of disappointment about not pursuing my PhD. Whenever I express my unhappiness, it creates tension with my family because they see my job as stable and well-paying. I feel guilty for wanting to leave this secure position for something that truly aligns with my education and interests. Is it unreasonable for me to keep striving for a career that reflects my passions?