Today, I made the tough decision to quit my job in childcare, and I am feeling a mix of relief and terror. I've been working at this minimum wage position for a year, and it has taken a toll on my mental health. I recently started an apprenticeship at the same place, thinking it would help, but it only worsened my anxiety and depression. After a month of feeling burnt out and miserable, I went on holiday hoping for a fresh perspective, but I spent the entire trip anxious about the consequences of quitting. Tomorrow, I'm scheduled to go back to work, but I plan to call in sick instead. My intention is to get a doctor's note to cover my notice period and then officially resign. I know that if I show up, I will face harassment from my colleagues, which is something I want to avoid at all costs. The thought of calling in sick is daunting, but I need to prioritize my mental health over this job. I feel weak for letting them affect me this way, but I know I have to move on for my own well-being.