LittlePhoenix47's journey

I've been out of work for several months now, and it's starting to take a toll on my mental health. I've been feeling desperate and even paranoid about my job prospects. Recently, I considered asking a friend to pose as an HR representative and call my former employer to see what they would say about me. I know it sounds a bit extreme, but I just want to understand how I'm being perceived. I’ve heard mixed opinions on this approach. Some people have done it successfully, but there are risks involved, like them finding out the truth if they check the phone number. I also learned there are companies that offer this service professionally, but they charge a fee. It’s a tough situation, and I'm just trying to figure out the best way to move forward.