I was recently laid off from my summer job at a local restaurant where I worked as a server. I was only 15 and the hours were brutal, with shifts running from 6 AM to 7 PM. It was exhausting, and although my boss praised my work ethic and said I was one of the better employees, I just couldn't handle the long hours. I felt overwhelmed and eventually had to step back. Now, about a month later, I'm struggling with feelings of worthlessness. Since finishing my online schoolwork, I've been sitting at home while my mom is at work. I help out with chores and lawn care when she's home, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm just dead weight. I do enjoy my free time and I admit I can be a bit lazy at home, preferring to relax and do nothing. But I can't help but feel like I should be doing more, especially since I don't have a job right now. It's tough being 15 and feeling like I should be contributing more, especially when I see others my age working. I know I'm still young and many people have told me to take it easy and enjoy my summer, but it's hard to shake the feeling of being unproductive.
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