Ok-Bar-5's journey

I recently faced a tough decision after being offered a role that I ultimately turned down due to my self-doubt about my abilities. The company had already conducted background checks and medical evaluations, but I let my fears get the best of me. After some reflection, I realized I made a mistake and should have accepted the offer. On the day I rescinded my acceptance, HR reached out to understand my reasons, and I explained my concerns about not being good enough. Now, I've taken the step to reach out via email, expressing my desire to reconsider the offer. HR informed me that they would forward my message to their manager and that I'm currently waiting for a response. I noticed they have two new job postings for the same role, which makes me a bit anxious. I'm seeking advice on what to expect next and how long I might have to wait for an update.