Own_Commission_5229's journey

I'm currently feeling anxious about a potential layoff at my job in operations within the mortgage industry. The signs are there, and with many companies in my field laying off employees due to a combination of high interest rates and seasonal slowdowns, I can't shake the feeling that my position might be at risk. I have bills to pay and a long-awaited trip planned for next week, which adds to my stress. While I do have some savings, I'm unsure how long they would last if I were to lose my job, especially with the current job market being so challenging. I've been through a lot this year, and the thought of having to start job hunting while still employed is overwhelming. I'm torn between wanting to enjoy my trip and the fear of not having a job when I return. I've been considering whether I should start looking for new opportunities now or wait until I'm officially laid off. Any advice on how to manage this situation, both financially and emotionally, would be really helpful.