RolandMT32's journey

I started a new job as a software engineer about two months ago, and I'm already feeling the pressure. My manager, who is 15 hours ahead of me, recently told me that my progress on a task is 'way too slow.' I’ve been working hard to understand a challenging codebase and have been using AI tools to assist me, but I feel like I'm not meeting expectations. My manager has scheduled daily meetings at 8:30 AM my time and sometimes checks in again at 5:30 PM. After a week of training that the company provided, I thought I was on the right track, but now I’m anxious about my performance. I've been hyper-focused on this task for a couple of weeks, and I thought I was making progress, but the lack of timely feedback from my manager and his recent comments have left me feeling stressed and unsure of my capabilities. I’m worried about the possibility of being let go, especially since the job market isn’t great right now. I’m trying to figure out if I’m a bad fit for this role or if the time zone difference is affecting my work. I’m considering adjusting my hours to better align with my manager’s schedule, but I’m feeling overwhelmed and uncertain about my future here.

I recently started a new job as a sustaining software engineer at a global company, and I'm already feeling the pressure of stress and potential burnout. My team is spread out across different time zones, and I'm based on the west coast of the US while my manager is in Taiwan. In my first week, I had daily meetings at 5:30 PM my time, which often ran until 6:30 or 7:00 PM. After some initial training in Taiwan, my manager moved our daily meetings to 8:30 AM my time, which I appreciated. However, I've now found myself with back-to-back 5:30 PM meetings with another coworker for a project I'm working on, and just yesterday, that meeting stretched until about 7:30 PM. This has been frustrating, especially since it disrupted dinner plans with my wife. I really value having a work-life balance and don't want to be the person who is too consumed by work to spend quality time with my family. I’m starting to question my decision to take this job, especially since I was laid off last September and felt pressured to accept any offer. I’m considering whether it’s reasonable to keep looking for other opportunities if this pattern continues. I think I need to have a conversation with my coworker about my availability and the need for a more manageable schedule.