ShoddyMedium's journey

It's been two weeks since I was laid off from my job, and I'm feeling really down about it. I had already been job hunting for over a year before this, making some progress with interviews, but nothing has come through yet. I had another interview today, but unfortunately, the recruiter didn't prepare me properly. It seems like they didn't understand what the hiring manager was really looking for, so I don't think I made the best impression. I tried to engage with the interviewer and ask questions, but it felt like she had already written me off. I'm in a tough spot because I need to find work quickly; I'm the one supporting my family, especially when it comes to health insurance. The thought of being out of work for more than two weeks is really unsettling for me. To keep busy, I've been working on my portfolio, applying for jobs, selling things around the house, and even doing some gardening work for neighbors. But the pressure is on, and I really need to find something soon. Our mortgage isn't too high, but moving isn't an option since housing costs are so steep right now. I just needed a place to vent and share how I'm feeling. It's all really overwhelming.