SoftCockroach3885's journey

I recently started my first job as a waitress at a local pub, and I'm really struggling with whether I should quit. I've been there for a few weeks, and while I was initially excited about earning my own money, I've been dealing with intense anxiety about going in. Before my shifts, I often feel physically sick and lose my appetite, which ruins my day. Interestingly, once I'm actually at work, I usually manage to be okay and have even started to enjoy some parts of the job, like serving customers and receiving tips. However, my confidence is quite low, and I take criticism very personally. I feel like I haven't been trained well, with expectations to know procedures I haven't practiced. I've faced criticism for mistakes, including a serious incident involving a customer's food allergy that has shaken my confidence even more. My parents are supportive and think I should quit, especially since I'm starting college this week and already have a lot of stress. I don't urgently need the money, but I enjoyed the feeling of earning it. I’m torn because I don’t hate waitressing itself; I think a lot of my anxiety stems from my mindset rather than the job. I’m at a crossroads with a shift tomorrow, and I’m contemplating whether to go in and then quit or just resign today. I don’t want to develop a habit of running away from anxiety, but I also recognize that this job shouldn’t be causing me this much dread. I’m really trying to weigh my options and figure out what’s best for my wellbeing.