Southern_Schedule466's journey

I’ve been working in the insurance industry for about 4 months now, and it’s been incredibly tough. This is my first career job out of college, and I’m still trying to adjust to the professional environment. Unfortunately, my boss has been relentlessly mean to me, and it’s gotten to the point where I cry almost every workday. I often have to suppress my tears during meetings, fearing how she will berate me next. I’ve never been late or missed a day, but I feel like I’m constantly on edge. I’ve struggled with processing directions in the past, having been fired from two food service jobs as a teenager. Now, I’m terrified of losing this job because financially, I’m in a precarious position. I don’t have much savings and had to move back in with my parents in a struggling area where job opportunities are scarce. My college degree hasn’t opened any doors for me, and I’m dealing with student loans and a car payment. I feel desperate to not get fired, as it would set me back even further. I want to move out and start my life, but every day feels like I’m drifting further away from that goal. I’ve been advised to look for a new job while still employed, and I know I need to improve my skills, but it’s hard to see a way forward when I’m feeling so overwhelmed.