Stoner_Turtle_Z's journey

I've been job searching since 2020, and honestly, it's starting to feel like a never-ending void. I'm 28 years old and disabled, but not enough to qualify for disability benefits. It's frustrating because I've faced countless rejections, and it feels like opportunities are just slamming shut in my face. Recently, I participated in a rehabilitation program that gave me a glimpse of what it’s like to have a job and earn my own income, but that only lasted from April to May. Now that it's over, I feel even more desperate. My parents are emotionally abusive, and I just want to escape this environment. I’m stuck applying for jobs almost every day, but the program has closed my case because I didn’t find something within their timeframe. I’m starting to wonder if it’s even worth trying anymore. I feel like I’m a burden to everyone around me and just want to move out of my parents' house. At 28, I still have to ask for permission to do simple things like go out with my sister or grab a snack. I hate being referred to as their 'forever 16' or 'forever child.' It’s exhausting and demoralizing. I know I need to change my approach, maybe by networking more or customizing my applications better, but I just feel so trapped and overwhelmed.