TangPiccilo's journey

I've been having some really vivid dreams about the job I lost recently. I worked there for 9 years and it was my first real job, so it meant a lot to me. Since I was terminated, I keep dreaming that I'm still there, begging not to be let go, or I wake up feeling this overwhelming sadness because I realize it’s just a dream. It's exhausting; I find myself sleeping for 10 hours a day now, whereas I used to get by on 6 or 7 and still have energy. I can't shake this feeling of guilt and constantly think about what I could have done differently. Handing in my badge and key felt like the finality of it all, and at 36 years old, it's been tough to process.