I'm 28 years old and I'm on the verge of quitting my current job, which doesn't pay me adequately. My work experience is quite limited, and I feel like I'm starting from scratch. I grew up in a toxic home environment and got involved in Medicaid transportation when I was around 19-20, which was financially rewarding at the time. Later, my family started their own company, and I was promised a stake in it, but it turned out to be a difficult situation due to my family's issues affecting my mental health. I've always wanted to explore other career options beyond just being a driver, but I never had the chance. I attempted to go to college in my early 20s, but I was still tied to the job, so I never earned a degree. Two years ago, I decided to pursue a career as a physical therapist aide, which felt promising, but then our family business shut down, and I had to return to driving when my father fell ill. Sadly, he passed away, which has added to my struggles. Currently, I wake up at 5 AM and work until 3 or 4 PM, driving with some gaps in between. I only take home about $400, with the rest going to my family. My younger sister now controls the finances, and I've faced a lot of verbal abuse that has eroded my family's trust in me. We now work for a relative's company, and I feel like I'm constantly defending myself. I can't keep much of my earnings since they mostly go towards gas. I feel incredibly behind in life and often question why I'm in this situation. I want a stable income and a healthy family relationship, but it feels like I'm drowning in responsibilities and grief. With my father gone and other life challenges weighing on me, I try to take mixed martial arts classes after work to distract myself, but when it's time to sleep, anxiety about my future overwhelms me. I'm reaching out for support, hoping someone can offer guidance or encouragement.
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